365 Letters to Myself

September 15th, Action...


Listened to a webinar, interview of Stu Heinecke author of Grow Like a Weed and one line hitting me, "let actions lead emotions". It is true that feeling first can get in the way of taking, altering, or delaying action. I have been in such a place lately, perhaps years since ‘The Event’ of my life. For decades life happened for me through doing, instinct, ease; I knew what actions to take, no feelings. I ‘joked’ about as an adult child of alcoholics; I didn’t have much emotion. It sort of made things more manageable in retrospect. I felt GOOD!!! But being relatively blindsided, is a 180 acceptable?


Maybe for a while but it’s going on too long. I have more questions than answers. I am tiring of it! Which person am I – don’t like the idea of not being one person regardless of events and for 50 years I mostly was. Thus, making it so uncomfortable if I am going to be this feeling first person now forever more. Be careful what I wish for, recalling writing I missed ‘feelings’ or how can I live life more intentional. Will I get to the proper balance, because ultimately, everything in balance is the goal. Is it what, when, how much – more questions, ugh. Good thing I believe (and have proof) answers do come at some point, like them or not.


Hmmm, just do it…day 61!


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