January 6th - A good cry...
I am not a crier and over the last few weeks – there is a part of me that feels like I could really use a good, hard cry! Don’t really want to go into the possible reasons. I prefer not to listen to myself sound like, ‘poor me’. What I am dealing with, isn’t any more than others are so I need to do what I do and stay stoic. Thus, I shut the door on my vulnerability.
Usually gratitude can move me along, get me out of the funk – but knowing my blessings, the abundance in my life isn’t working this time. I must cave tomorrow to a movie I know will make me…The Champ, Brian’s Song, Way We Were, Terms of Endearment, all promising options. It’s not that I am against crying, after all I did for 3 hours when I realized it was my dad’s last hours (being tipsy helped a lot). I tend to hold myself to the practice of ‘managing’, whether it’s my emotions or circumstances. Tear shedding, ok... cry, I just don't know how.
What lies beneath those that do and those that don’t, cry?
Hmmm, roll the tearjerker…day 169!
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