November 11th, Cutting cords...
I need to continue to write to myself about my energy healing. One of the treatments done was ‘cutting cords’. So appropriate – I admit my weakness of knowing when to let go and move on.
My weakness stems from the belief I have in forgiveness, goodness, possibilities…but sometimes it just won’t happen. It takes two, and if the other ‘side’ is unwilling, no matter how much I will a resolution, perhaps closure, I have no control over it actually happening. That is where I was at once more, I must cut the cord and accept what is.
As the energy healer was doing this for me, hate to admit it-again, I could feel a cutting sensation! I was laying on my side, eyes closed, not knowing what she was doing with her hands but felt it. I think this time it will stick. I will make it so.
(It helped too that she shared a visual with me of those I need to cut the cord from – in a life raft clinging to each other, while waves rocked their ‘boat’ and a message I needed to hear from my dad on the situation).
Hmmm, no more ties…day 118!
Thank you if you choose to join the journey. Let's hope it is more fun than tears!