January 26th - Trip cancelled...
I feel a bit lighter after cancelling a planned trip for next week. I knew at the time of booking it may not be the best idea. Why didn’t I go with my gut?!
There was rationalizing or justifying that it may have been worthwhile. An ‘invitation’, egging on that “we will go to dinner” – no follow up on when, where. An analyzing of what I might be able to do of value – not likely as envisioned. Thus, the voice inside saying cancel, pretty clear, but I took all day to listen to it.
I held out for another sign – somehow, someone – wanting me? A relevance? Pathetic!
Reason, season – it is not personal.
Hmmm, for the good…day 185!
Thank you if you choose to join the journey. Let's hope it is more fun than tears!