December 27th, Overshadowed...
Didn’t intend to have this little hiatus of writing. Got caught up in celebrating Christmas and or more so preoccupied with how mom was ‘feeling’. It is very uncomfortable how heavy this is weighing on me and my thoughts. I don’t know what to do. I am a strong woman, but this is kicking me for all kinds of reasons. A déjà vu to the summer episodes but more severe and witnessed by my kids and their families. It is weighing on them now too.
The pressure is on. As is a race against time (and safety), I fear. Going to offer up a rosary. Ask the questions before going to sleep. Then trust answers, alignments will come.
Lots of nice Christmas memories and moments overshadowed by what we, I will need to deal with quickly. Life is a mixed bag a lot these days.
When I am lost, my God is there.
Hmmm, just like that…day 159!
Thank you if you choose to join the journey. Let's hope it is more fun than tears!