April 21st - Busy all day...
It can be annoying to me to be busy all day and yet feel like I have accomplished so little, or not the right stuff. I was going to be productive today. I was going to catch up on my lists that did not have a check mark yet… Ugh!
I am trying to tell myself to be satisfied, or at least accepting of what did get done but in one of those moods where that just isn’t going to happen. The bad thing about being in this place is that it’s a definite 180 to keeping positive, which I am good at and serves me well, when I stay so. I feel a bit cranky about my time being up because I have dinner to go to. A dinner I should be excited about and am grateful for the invite. Ugh.
For as quickly as I beat myself down, I have improved in finding my way out equally as fast. It’s just stuff that is nice to be done, it’s integrity of what I told myself, others I would accomplish, it’s a check mark that I like making… but it will be there waiting for me and eventually completed as desired.
Busy does not equal productive.
Hmmm, but ugh…day 261!
Thank you if you choose to join the journey. Let's hope it is more fun than tears!